Confusion or Clarity?
Over the months I have journeyed with the body, mind, spirit essences so far, I have consciously focussed on the indications & areas for support that each essence & spray mist embodies prior to starting to use. This prepared me for what might arise and allowed me to intentionally consider what I was feeling and thinking at each stage. Well, not in month 6! I had finished the month 5 essences and instead of prepping, I just started. Little did I know that my progression through the first 5 months had primed me for a shift and without realising it I was ready. Looking back, I was living and feeling every challenge associated with Ajna Chakra Essence and Awaken Spray Mist and the timing was right…
Lack of clarity and lack of direction about the specifics of my life purpose…well, I had direction, but I just had so much stuff packed into my life that I couldn’t see clearly.
Confused about priorities, indecisive and a big sense of overwhelm and even wanting to say ‘&^$* it, it’s all too much’.
Hypercritical of myself for not being clear and thinking I had to keep all the balls in the air.
Not listening to my own intuition.
Confusion
It was the absence of clarity and clear knowing about my purpose that left me vulnerable to external influences and unable to navigate my own way
It was the absence of clarity and clear knowing about my purpose that left me vulnerable to external influences and unable to navigate my own way. When I am this space (yes, I have been here before on occasion) I tend to hold on tight, say yes to everything just in case and push myself too far, which further blinkers me to a clear path forward.
In truth, I knew I was coming up to a period of transition, I just didn’t know what I was transitioning to. And just trying to muscle my way through wasn’t working.
Starting chakra 6 essences was a bit like throwing everything up in the air so I could see all the options and start reassessing what I wanted. This helped me see what I did and didn’t want to keep. But it was still too much because so much of it still felt important or like something I ’should’ be doing. And then, nearing the end of the month of taking Ajna I was asked a question, ‘what would stopping xx make space for’. It was the right question at the right time. I felt this bubble of excitement rise in me when I considered not doing xx or letting go of xx. So, I did. A few things might take a while to wind down, but I feel this strong sense of clarity and big picture, and of course, the essences are at the heart of this picture for which I am so grateful.